September 14 2005

With Lots of Love…

You know when your heart is filled with many beautiful emotions and your soul is lightened with great sweet memories, stronger than being put into words!
This is how I feel right now.
Today is our 3rd year wedding anniversary… and I feel extremely speechless!
People usually say: I love you… Although that’s not enough to reflect what I feel, but well, until they come up with a stronger word, let me say: I love you my dear husband 🙂

Thank you for these amazing 3 years, and may God bless our marriage forever…

September 14 2005

Some News From Jordan

Bike Paths
Horraaaaaay! Finally, Jordan will be constructing a path for bikes in King Abullah 2nd Street. The path will be around 6 km long and will be surrounded with a safety fence. If proven to be practical and successful, more paths around the Kingdom will be constructed!
Isn’t this just perfect? I’ve always wished for something like that to happen. I know I don’t live there any longer, but still, having such paths will help people cut expenses used in local/ private transportation. they will also encourage people to move instead of relying on cars/ busses, which is very healthy; and last but not least, this will mean less toxics and a healthier environment 🙂

Madaba Inn
“A three-star hotel located in the heart of Madaba was inaugurated on Tuesday. The 33-room hotel, situated opposite the St. George Church famous for its mosaics, features a restaurant, café, multi-purpose hall, business centre and access to high-speed wireless Internet”. Source:Jordan Times
I believe this is a very smart and impressive step. This way tourists and students from all around the world would have the chance to stay as long as they want in Madaba instead of spending few hours during a day trip.
It doesn’t have to be a fancy 5 starts hotel, the option of an inn will just do, and will be also affordable. I think it’s really great!
Here are some pictures of the famous Madaba mosaics for you to enjoy.

September 13 2005

When Women Take Control…

I got a forward today, it’s about imagining how the world would turn out if women take control. My favorite outcome was this:

Apart from finding it really funny and extremely cute, I couldn’t help but wonder: when are people going to finally stop associating women with looks and beauty products?!

The other day for example, while watching a TV program, I saw them marketing products that make “life” easier for women. All they sold was stuff to hold makeup products in less space; or ones that help women keep their makeup on for a long time;mobile phones with more jewelry rather than more functions; shoes that flatter the posture rather than relax the feet…etc.
I’m not against this at all, some women truly care about nothing in life but their looks, but what I’m so much against is the sad fact that people tend to judge us all by this shallow kind of women…

September 7 2005

Work Diaries (26): now this is embarrassing!

Today was a very busy and tough day for me at work. I was feeling a bit sick for the past couple of days, and then I got a quick, yet heavy, rain shower on my way to my in-laws’ place yesterday, so today I woke up feeling worse.

I had to work on a report for my boss, because he was too busy, and then just around my only lunch break, he remembered that we had a deadline for a client’s proposal. So I had to work my head off to meet the deadline, or else, we’ll be in a very bad situation.
I felt I almost passed out! But we got things done and I had my lunch.
When I got back to the office, I found my boss with a very angry face, he told me:
Boss: Eman, I’m in deep SHIT! Sorry for my language! (he always says “shit” and follows up with an apology!)
Eman: Why’s that? Is there something wrong with the proposal?
Boss: No, not that, I went to their headquarters to hand it out personally, but they said the time was over and they can’t accept our proposal any more! I asked to meet the manager but he was out! I’m afraid we lost a project!

Like I even had the strength to care!! All I said was: oh, all that work for nothing!!! And went to my office. Out of curiosity, I looked in the papers of the client to check on the terms. I found out that the deadline is today indeed, but the last time to submit the proposal is 5 p.m.! And it was still 3:30 p.m.!!
I went to the boss, explained the thing to him, he was happy, and taken with joy he said: Eman, you saved us, I’ll leave you the honour of going there yourself to submit the proposal!
I had no power to walk one more step, I told him that, and he said that he has a meeting coming up! So he basically left me no choice but go there myself!
I reached the client’s building at 4:10 p.m., I introduced myself to the receptionist, handed out my business card, explained why I was there, she asked me to go to the 2nd floor.
The 2nd floor had another receptionist, I introduced myself, gave my business card, explained why I was there, and then she asked me to go to the 4th floor.
Seeing that it was the last floor in this building I was happy I wouldn’t be asked to go to a 5th or 6th floor. So with a smiling face, I introduced myself AGAIN, gave another business card, explained why I was there, and then, the receptionist kindly asked me to go back to the 3rd floor, where I introduced myself and all, and then the receptionist told me to go to the secretary’s office on the left.
I went there, to find this lovely office overlooking the managers meeting room. I explained the whole issue to the secretary, and she said she can do nothing, it’s up to the manager. So she pointed at him through the glass window and asked me to simply go in.
I saw that he was in the middle of a meeting, with many people surrounding him, a board, a projector and all. So I asked her: don’t you think you should at least notify him before I get in.
She said: if I do, you’ll have to wait and might pass the deadline time! So this is the only way I can help. I’ll just pretend I didn’t see you and you went there by yourself, ok!
I knew it was wrong and I had to wait, but well, it’s either that or we’ll lose a project! So I said to myself: what the hell! I’m going there, I knocked on the door, he looked at me, I had a very very very serious face, so he waved his hand asking me to get in, being happy that he let me in without complications, I was so proud, I smiled, walked in his direction with fast steady steps, my head up high, so confident, so optimistic that he’d accept our proposal. He was also walking in my direction, and then BOOM!
No, we didn’t hit each other, it was my face against the damn extremely clean invisible glass door! It was too strong that I couldn’t feel my nose for the few first minutes!
I turned all red, the whole meeting room were staring at me, some laughing, some feeling sorry for my red nose… ah it was so so embarrassing!
The manager offered me a glass of water, and asked if I was alright. I thanked him and then I saw my face in the mirror opposite to me, and my face features on the glass door I hit, and then all I did was laugh!
The manager, who was hardly holding his laughs first, surrendered and laughed along. He then listened to what I had to say about the deadline and said: We can’t make you come all the way here, and have your nose hit that strong, and then let you down.
Give me that proposal!

And so I went back to the office to my boss with great news and a red nose! 🙂

September 4 2005

Monster Hurricane…Katrina!

Every morning, before heading to work, I turn on TV to news channels to know what’s the situation like now in the regions being hit by Hurricane Katrina… or the Monster Hurricane as it’s called.
Whenever I try to write something about it I find myself left with no words strong enough to express my feelings while I watch those people left homeless without shelters, food, or water, with chaos and violence surrounding them!

I don’t really believe the relief efforts are sufficient! Many people are still left behind, and some are insisting on staying where they are, preferring the roofs of their destroyed homes rather than turning to a shelter with nothing to support them!

My company started collecting donations from all its branches around the world, it also gave its employees who reside in the US 4 paid days off to go help the victims of the hurricane.

I think the situation is worsening with every passing day, and help is urgently needed to save the survivors of the hurricane.

Whoever can help, please do!

Storm In Pictures

August 31 2005

Celebrating Blog Day 2005

Sabbah tagged me to celebrate Blog Day. In order to do that, I’m supposed to introduce you to 5 new links that belong to different cultures.

Here’s my list:
1.Azza Jabr, from Palestine, I just adore her blog for one simple reason: she writes real stories, personal diaries and reports real life encounters and what the people of Palestine go through under occupation. Her blog is in Arabic.
2.EnlargeYourPen, a very interesting blog from Germany. He blogs in German and English about a variety of interesting topics.
3.Surfer Journal, a relatively new blog of a great impressive mind of a Palestinian/Syrian living in Morocco. His blog is in English.
4.Laughter Brings Good Luck, a personal blog of a Japanese woman blogging in English. With its many pics of places in Japan, this blog is such a delight to read!
5.Pourquoi Pas?, a great group blog that consists of bloggers from different countries. It’s in English. I love their honesty, and unbiased perspectives.

Wish you all a Happy Blog Day 🙂

August 28 2005

A Dream Come True In Ramallah


[AFP/JAMAL ARURI. Le Monde]

“I am Avi the cellist
I am Yossi the flutist
I am Nurit the violinist
I am Moshe the trumpest
We could not believe that we were in Ramallah. And we were sure it was not easy for the audience to envisage Israelis without their army uniforms, and not on special duty raiding homes and terrorizing the people. We were formally dressed for a concert at the Cultural Palace. Along with other young Israelis and Arabs from Jordan, Lebanon, Syria, Egypt and Palestine we were performing with the West- Eastern Divan orchestra conducted by Maestro Daniel Barenboim”.

These were the words, with which the Israeli musicians expressed their unique experience as they performed with the West-Eastern Divan Orchestra in Ramallah.
The West-Eastern Divan Orchestra was conducted by the Argentinean-Israeli pianist Daniel Barenboim and was founded by him and the late Edward Said, comprising around 100 young musicians, Arabs and Israelis as a means of fostering friendship between Palestinians and Israelis.

Edward Said, the Palestinian writer, historian, intellectual, musician, literature and music critic.
One of Edward Said’s dreams was having the West-Eastern Divan Orchestra perform in Ramallah. Sadly, he didn’t live to this day, but the concert was held in his memory, as as an act of solidarity with the Palestinian people in their quest for peace, justice, and freedom.
Having this day come is as important as witnessing it… it’s a dream come true.
Samia Khoury wrote a great article about the event few days ago, reading along one can’t but taste the success of this event and experience the feelings of the Orchestra members while performing, with the occupied and oppressed Palestinians as their cheering audience… Here you go:

“What a joy it was to be in that beautiful place hearing the cheering crowd, the endless applause by people, who in spite of what we have done to their lives, during 38 years of occupation, came out to hear us and welcome us warmly. Of course we realized that had it not been for the special relationship between Daniel Barenboim and Edward Said, this project would not have materialized, and we would not have been performing in Palestine and believing that music transcends all misunderstanding and hatred.

However, nobody should expect people living under occupation to welcome their occupiers in their midst before they atone for their crimes and end the occupation. We, out of all people should know how it feels. Up till now we refuse to perform Wagner in Israel because his music reminded us of the hated Nazi regime. So deep down in our hearts we really thought that those people coming out to listen to us cannot be the “terrorists” that our government has made us believe they were. They were human beings yearning for freedom, the slogan under which the concert was performed in memory of the late Edward Said.
Yet we could understand why many others could not feel comfortable watching us perform, as we realized that we were a reminder of the brutality of the Israeli soldiers during “operation defensive shield” in 2002. And some might be wondering if we were part of that operation. We had heard so many ugly stories, and they could have very well been experienced by some of the people listening to us tonight. The lady whose home was searched three times and was deprived of her torch- light, when it was the only source of light she had with the electric current being cut off. The one thousand dollars which were looted from a home whose owner must have left in a hurry fearing for her life. And the so many homes which were used by soldiers and left like a pig sty, while so many young men and students were picked up from the streets for just being in the wrong place at the wrong time.
The irony of it all is that the whole concert was under the auspices of the Ministry of Culture, that building in which the soldiers during that operation really went amok. What was done there was despicable. So we were wondering whether the audience was seeing images of soldiers as we were performing or did the beautiful music of Mozart’s Sinfonia concertante (K.297b) and Beethoven’s powerful Symphony No. 5 have a healing effect?

Deep down in our hearts we felt we owed those people much more than a cosmetic concert. Maestro Barenboim said he was not a political person. But in this troubled land nothing said or done can be non-political. So we cannot take it for granted that this concert could happen again under the same circumstances and that it will be a start for a process of normalization. We appreciate the Maestro’s vision that performing together or getting to know each other as human beings will remind us that we are destined to live together on this land. But to be able to realize this vision we have to recognize that there are International laws and UN resolutions that we need to abide by as a country created by the International Community. We cannot continue to occupy a whole nation, and deprive them of their inalienable rights, and at the same time accept them to acquiesce. In fact we heard it very clearly at the concert, that our security is dependent on the freedom of the Palestinians. How true that is. So maybe it is we before anybody else, who have a special responsibility. Should we not be the ones to start the campaign for ending the occupation and pulling down the walls and check points? Only then can the two peoples really enjoy the fruits of a just peace, which will bring about the freedom, equality, and fraternity that Maestro Barenboim feels strongly about. Our only hope for another concert would be along the WALL so that with horns and cymbals we will help pull it down.”
[Source: Scoop]

  • More: Electronic Intifada, and La Libre(FR).
  • UPDATE:
    It turns out the audience were selected. Only those with invitations (i.e. those with connections) were allowed to enter, average Palestinian people were not allowed in. More
    I still believe it’s a great event, but I hope next time it will be a real peace gesture, a real encounter between the Palestinian public and Israelis for peace with no such limitations!

    August 27 2005

    Updates On Webster

    So ladies and gentlemen, after spending A LOT of time checking on latest news concerning the Webster Dictionary Issue and making sure they are accurate, it’s time for a “ progress report” 🙂

    After reading my blog, Mr. Nadim Abuljobain supported me every step of the way. He kept me updated with the latest news and contacted Mrs. Rania who was the intermediate between us and the Anti Discrimination Committee(ADC). Thanks to her, we knew that ADC actually tackled this issue in 2002, and Webster informed them that they could do nothing about the already printed copies, but assured ADC that all new editions will have the edited definitions.
    It’s to be mentioned that the ADC became aware of the “anti-Semitism” definition through Dan Walsh, a political consultant, who first questioned the definition with Merriam-Webster in 2001. Merriam-Webster spokesman Arthur Bicknell replied to him by saying that the company has no plans to immediately change the definition, but because the definition no longer reflects current usage, “it is likely that [it] will be changed or eliminated” in the dictionary’s fourth edition, which will be published in seven to 10 years.
    Hussein Ibish, director of communications for the ADC, called Merriam-Webster’s response ” totally unacceptable. . . . It’s not good enough to say in 10 years’ time they’ll deal with it.” Source: Rense.

    And since the definition remained unedited the ADC filed a complaint in March, 2004 requesting an immediate action. Media Coverage of ADC’s Merriam-Webster’s Campaign.
    And the followup on the Updated News of the same year.

    Latest Updates: August 2005
    August 7th, I wrote about the issue, and some bloggers showed great support and spread the word: Subzero Blue, And Far Away, MFLS, Earth To Omar, and Bashir.
    I Also found An open letter to Webster by Peter Ryan.

    August 14th, two Jordanians: Zarqa University President and president of the Professional Associations Council protested to Merriam-Webster over entries for “anti-Semitism” and “arab.” The Jordan Times.
    Following that, August 15th, Jordan Unions called for boycott of Webster Dictionaries(it’s mentioned that bloggers were the ones to draw attention :)).

    Webster issued an apology letter concerning both definitions (Arab & Anti-Semitism), the letter reads: “We apologize for any unintended offense caused by these entries… Please be assured that we will continue in the constant process of reviewing the accuracy and currency of the entries in all our books, and we will make appropriate changes when we prepare new editions of those books..” -Kory Stamper, Associate Editor, Merriam-Webster, Inc.

    Also a Statement from Merriam-Webster, Inc. explaining the whole misunderstanding was published. (I’ve read this statement a while ago since it was first sent to WATA and they were great enough to give me a copy).

    In August 22nd, news were published about Definitions being pulled. (also on ADC).

    I would like to thank all those who helped me and supported me, and I would like to thank all those who took action in defending our identity and origins.
    And last but not least, I thank Webster for caring about their reputation in the Arab World and for showing cooperation and understanding towards our requests.

    August 22 2005

    Crocodile Tears…

    Wherever you look you find headlines of the “Historical Moment” of Gaza Settlers evacuating their fancy homes…
    Pics of sad faces, angry features, falling tears, prayers, fights… etc.
    The “withdrawal”, the “disengagement”, the “forced evacuation”, the “compulsory deserting”… wait there is more: flashbacks of memories, bitterness, dislocation, what else? I guess any sympathetic word would fit as long as it serves the Israeli “disengagement plan” that is a step towards the claimed “freedom”…
    All talk about poor settlers; all speak of the Israeli “sacrifice”; all see nothing but the cooperative spirit of Israel in doing everything it can to have “peace”.

    Does anyone speak of the compensation each family’s getting? No. Does anyone doubt this 100% pro-Israeli media coverage? NO. Does anyone at all speak of the negative consequences of this so called “withdrawal”? Hell NO!
    Does anyone bring up the fact that these settlers are actually occupiers who illegally took the place they call home? No. Does anyone speak of the exodus of Palestinians in 1948 & 1967 when they were FORCED to leave not only their homes, not only their neighborhoods, not only their cities, but their whole country while the WHOLE WORLD IS SIMPLY WATCHING! No.

    How do Israeli Settlers look? Great! Everyone seems to sympathize with their tears, which media by the way spared no effort in showing: drop by drop.
    How does the Israeli government look? Never better, they have shown their just and fair actions that they even used forced to evacuate their brothers & sisters the settlers who didn’t want to withdraw voluntary!
    How do Palestinians look? Still terrorists, not only do they “kill Israelis”, and “destroy Israel”, but they are also the reason why those sensitive poor settlers are going away from their homes….
    In short: Israel= peace initiative, Israelis= victims, Palestinians= victimizers!

    I usually support peace in every way, but only when peace is the means, and peace is the goal. I’m not against this withdrawal, but I’d believe in it only if it really serves justice and peace, but the sad fact is that this withdrawal is nothing but a play to me, Israel got more attention and more sympathy, while it’s cutting its way to more control, more Palestinian land, more power and more isolating of Palestinian territories.
    Unemployment will rise, poverty will increase, Palestinians will still have no control on their own sources neither access to their own land. This whole withdrawal is –in my personal opinion- nothing but a trap, a win-win situation for Israel…

    Nothing pleases me more than a just independent and courageous voice speaking the truth and standing up for the real victims. Thanks to “Refugee” a loyal reader of my blog, I was able to read an extremely amazing and unbiased article by Jennifer Loewenstein, believe me, you don’t want to miss this article!

    August 22 2005

    Terrorist Acts… Sick Minds

    What a week! Last week was a disaster, I had loads of work to do at the office many tight deadlines, felt a bit sick, and heard my share of bad news.
    Most disturbing news was that of the bombings in Aqaba.
    In this crazy time we’re living, I’m not shocked to hear of disgusting terrorist acts anywhere in the world, but what shocks me every time I hear of one is: WHEN ARE THOSE AIRHEADS GOING TO FINALLY GET IT!!!
    Terrorism never solves a problem! Killing innocent people, destroying the planet, and planting fear in all generations is NOT THE DAMN SOLUTION!!!

    And what makes me really sick, is when they show their “pretty faces” and say: in the name of Islam…etc.
    Yeah right! Well I’m Muslim, and I’m saying it out loud: MAY YOU BURN IN HELL YOU MORONS!